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    September 13

    Luis Torres Deployment Wish List

     

     

    IF SENDING PACKAGES

     

     

    1. Sugar-free RED BULL
    2. Gatorade’s
    3. Tuna in the ‘fresh pouch’
    4. Export Soda Crackers
    5. Cheerios
    6. Sweet Start’s candies
    7. Bubble gum
    8. Cheez It Cookies
    9. Sausages
    10. Corned Beef
    11. Books:

     

    John Grisham

                The Last Juror

                Bleacher’s

                The King of Torts

                The Rainmaker

                A Painted House

     

    Jeffery Deaver's

                The Bodies Left Behind

                The Broken Window

                The Cold Moon
                A Maiden's Grave

     

    James Patterson

                Double Cross

                The 6th Target

                Judge & Jury

                The 5th Horseman

                DANIEL X
      

    1. Hand sanitizer
    2. Clorox wipes
    3. Foot power spray…Desinex
    4. Bug Repellents
    5. Soap or body wash
    6. Mouth wash
    7. Small bottle of Febreeze…anti-bacterial if available
    8. Baby wipes: hypoallergenic
    9. Eye drops
    10. DVD’s

     

    Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull

    The Simpsons

    The X-files II

    Iron Man

    Righteous Kill

    Wall-e

    The Happening

    Bangkok Dangerous

    The Dark Knight

    Tropic Thunder

    Transformers

    Ghost Town

    Lakeview Terrace

    Eagle Eye

    Mirrors

    Bee-Movie

    Journey to The Center Of The Earth
    The Love Guru

    Kung Fu Panda

     

     

    1. Sneaker balls…they’re like sachets for your shoes
    2. Energy bars
    3. Beef Jerky’s (originals)
    4.  

     

    The United States Postal Service is offering free packing materials to family and friends of military members who are deployed overseas [APO or FPO addresses].  To take advantage of this service call: 800-610-8734 then press 1 for English and then press 1 to talk to an operator.  Once you have the operator on the line, simply ask for the “Military Pack”.  They will send you free boxes, packing materials, take and mailing labels.  These products are to be used to mail care packages to service members.

     

    The “Military Pack” includes the following items:

    5 each box 12x12x8

    5 each box 7x7x6

    1 each roll of Priority Tape

    10 each 106A address label

    15 each Form 2976A Customs Form

    15 each Form 2976E Envelope for Customs Form

    5 each Tyvek envelope [tear and water proof]

     

    http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/3G9A0ZINPMPQ

     

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    October 06

    I FEAR NO EVIL . . .

     

    Even though I walk through the valley of the shadows of death , I fear no evil, for my courage is my armor, my discipline is my shield and my bravery my sword!

    Acalorado

     

    September 23

    Fun Facts about Libra

     
    I balance" is the key phrase for this sign, and when it comes to keeping everything on an even keel, a Libran will lead the pack. Peace loving and judicial, this sign abhors being alone. Partnerships are very important for the Libran, especially those on a personal level. With their winning personalities and cooperative style, they aren't apt to be alone for long!

    Friends and Family
    Fun-loving and willing to help out, the Libran makes an excellent friend. Even though they can be late and indecisive, once they're on the scene, they're ready to go. This flexible sign loves to spend time with friends and family, and doesn't hesitate to initiate gatherings. Sociable and suave, people are naturally drawn to the Libran. They have a way of creating an aura of harmony around them that's a real draw. When it comes to challenges, this balancing sign can see both perspectives in a disagreement, making them excellent problem-solvers. Companionable, they're apt to keep their friends and family busy.

    Career and Money
    "Harmony" is the keyword for this sign. For the Libran, maintaining this is of the utmost importance. They can be excellent leaders, and will work hard to earn - and deserve - the privilege. Truth and justice always prevail for the Libran as they go about their days. Working with others or in a partnership is ideal for this social sign. Artistic and persuasive, these folks are gifted talkers who do well in any position that provides a platform for them to chat.

    Careers that involve justice such as police officer, lawyer, or judge are excellent choices for the Libran. They will also succeed at such occupations as diplomat, civil servant, interior decorator, composer and fashion designer. Group settings pose no challenge for the Libran - in fact, the more the merrier. Their strong sense of diplomacy serves well in almost anything they do.

    If you go shopping with a Libran, best to plan some extra time! This sign can be terribly indecisive when it comes to purchasing. Balancing their money, however, is a snap for the Libran. Keeping a good balance between savings and spending money is a real talent for these folks. Their love of fashion and housewares can see them out and about in stores quite often. One of the Libran's favorite pastimes is to shop for someone special.

    Love and Sex
    Finding the right partner will be a priority in the Libran's life. For those already in a relationship, maintaining the peace and harmony takes center stage. A Libran alone is a sad thing indeed, not to mention unnatural. They need to connect with others. As lovers they are expressive, creative, and balanced. They love to make their partners feel completely and thoroughly satisfied from conversation to lovemaking. The Libran's charm and dedication to striking the perfect balance with others makes them wonderful partners.

    LIBRA TIDBITS

    Libra Birthdays
    September 22 - October 22

    Health
    Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body that is most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Libra are the kidneys, lower back, adrenal glands, and the appendix.

    Ruling Planet
    The ruling planet for Libra is Venus. This planet's action is gentle and harmonious. It governs beauty, charm, emotional contacts, possessions, unions of all kinds, singing, art, culture, sweets and sugar, and moral character.

    Color
    The color of choice for Libra is blue

    Gemstone
    Libra's star stone is the Sapphire.

    Lucky Numbers
    Libra's lucky numbers are 1, 2, and 7.

    Compatibility
    Librans are most compatible with Aquarius and Gemini.

    Opposite Sign
    The opposite sign for Libra is Aries.

    The Perfect Gift
    The best gifts for a Libran are items that create relaxation or music.

    Likes
    Harmony, sharing with others, gentleness, the outdoors.

    Dislikes
    Injustice, violence, conformity, and loudmouths.

    House
    Natural sign of the Seventh House. This house focuses on marriage, partnerships, public relations, open enemies and other people.

    Famous Librans
    Dwight Eisenhower, Groucho Marx, Sarah Ferguson, Luis Alberto Torres, Sting, and Mickey Rooney  
     
    Acalorado
     
     
    January 29

    My chinese horoscope for 2006

     
    Rooster:
    2006 may not be something to crow about. You remain competitive, highly motivated and single-minded, but then that is your style. In 2006, such behavior may give others the impression of abrasiveness! You get growled and snapped at by Dog-types who expect a peace-loving and loyal team spirit, so start mustering some. Nitpicking and dissing others to make yourself look good doesn't work in Doggie-land. Single Roosters fight for the right to love the one they want and won't give up until they win an elusive heart. "No" turns to "Yes," or vice-versa, depending on finesse.
     
     
     
    December 13

    Thank's friends...

     
    All fled, all done
    So lift me on the pyre
    The feast is over
    And the lamps expire.
    December 11

    Some more info about me... Part 1

     

    Luis

     

    Meaning:

    Variant of Ludovic: Famous warrior. Germanic in origin.

     It is composed of the elements hlud fame + wīg warrior, and is thus etymologically the same name as  Ludwig.

    It was very frequently used in French royal and noble families.

     

    Characteristics:

    Is sociable, honest, pleasant and values friendship

    Places great concern in every one around.

     

    Love:

    Charming and with strong feelings.

     

    Date:

     June 21 (San Luis).

     

    Famous:

    "Luis" (name of various French kings),
    Germania, Hungría, España, Portugal
    y Sicilia).
    Louis Lumiere (inventor of the cinematograph).
    Louis Armstrong (father of the classic jazz).
    Luis Cané (poet).
    Luis F. Leloir (biochemist, Nobel Prize1970).

     

    Celebrities:

    Luis Miguel (singer).

     

     

    December 10

    Some more info about me... Part 2

     

    Alberto

     

    Meaning:
    Of Germanic origin, composed of the elements adal noble + berht bright, famous,

    His nobility shines. The name is popular in a variety of forms in Western Europe, and has been traditional in a number of European princely families. Its great popularity in England in the 19th century was due largely to Queen Victoria's consort, Prince Albert of Saxe-Coburg-Gotha.

     

    Characteristics:

    Honest, good observer and sincere.

    Careful choosing his Friends:

     Rather have a few, but good ones and trustworthy.

    His sociable and delightful when sharing with others.

     

    Love:

    Enjoy having his love one

    Demonstrate her love for him and tenderness.

     

    Date:

    November 15 (San Alberto).

     

    Famous:

    Albert Einstein (physic & mathematic).
    Albert Schweitzer (Doctor, theologies y musicologist)
    Nobel Peace prize 1952).
    Alberto Durero (painter).

     

    Celebrities:

    Alberto Olmedo (actor, comedian).
    Alberto Cortéz (singer).

     

     

    December 09

    By popular demand some more info about me... part 1

     

    Torres

     

    Torres is an ancient surname in Spain, originally being la Torre or de la Torre. These are now separate surnames as to family grouping. The Torres family can trace their ancestors back to the ancient territories of Spain between the 11th and 12th centuries. In Spain, Torres is found for the most part in Navarre, Santander, Vizcaya, La Rioja, and Valencia. It first appeared in ancient medieval records in Castile Authentic information extracted from the Torres Family Name History.  It should be noted that Torres family members have migrated through history thereby carrying the name to many areas. In studying our archives we found that in the year 1740 there is a reference to the surname Torres. In the United States, the surname Torres is the eleventh most popular among modern Hispanic families, constituting some 1.19% of the entire Hispanic population of the country. In Latin America the surname is quite common, ranking between 12th and 64th.

     

    ARMS: There are various coast of arms of the Torres history. The most commons; In a blue field, five silver towers.

     

    Coat of arms of the Mallorca clan: 2 golden eagles in a blue field with 2 silver towers in a red field. The color Gold in the coat of arms symbolizes Generosity and Elevation of Mind. It also reflects hopes, ambition and aspirations.

     

    The Torres linage can be trace to the orders of Calatrava, Alcántara, Santiago, Montesa, Carlos III y San Juan of Jerusalén. It has countless noble titles: los marquesados de Campoverde, Miraflores de los Angeles, Casa Torres, Villamejor, Matallana, Torres Cabrera, and the viscounts de Iruete and el principado de las Torres, the Count de la Dehesa y el viscount de Torres-Solanot.
    Don Laureano de Torres y Ayala was appointed “Marqués de Casa Torres” on
    February 27, 1709. Don Juan Torres Cabrera Calderón de la Barca, “Marqués de Torres-Cabrera” on July 1, 1779, and Don Emilio M. Torres González-Arnao, “Marqués de Torres de Mendoza” on February 21, 1924.

     

     

    July 26

    Confession...

     

    Can't Help Myself...

     

    I'm not supposed to want you;
    I'm not supposed to care,
    and yet I spend my time dreaming
    of all that we could share.

    I'm not supposed to think about you
    or wonder where you've been,
    but no matter how I fight it,
    thoughts of you sneak in.

    I'm not supposed to ponder
    where you are each night,
    but you creep into my vision
    when the stars shine bright.

    I'm not supposed to yearn so,
    always wishing you were here,
    but I hunger for your kisses,
    and I long to draw you near.

    I'm not supposed to imagine
    where you are and what you do.
    I know I shouldn't cater
    to a single thought of you.

    I'm not supposed to need you.
    I know these things. I do.
    And yet I can't help myself,
    because I fell in love with you
    .

     

    We are never so helplessly unhappy as when we lose love. --Sigmund Freud

     

    Zodiac profile...

     

    Libra profile

     

    By autumn the zodiac has come half-circle, and nature is midway in her cycle of generation and repose. All things seem to be seeking balance. It is the time of the Libra, the Scales, which is the sign of harmony and justice.

    If the first half of the zodiac was concerned with the development of the self, the second half deals with the relation of self to others. This is especially true for Libra. Librans are emotionally rich, gifted with tact and delicacy, and skilled at making and keeping friends. Because they are wonderfully careful not to harm or give offense, they invite confidence and trust. Through others they seek confirmation of themselves. But for all their loving natures, Librans have a talent for emotional distance--as their sign denotes. It is the zodiac's only inanimate symbol. Librans are at once involved and objective. They can look coolly on matters of the heart. At their best, they have the virtue of compassionate detachment.

    Still, Librans' whole beings are centered on connections--not only between people, but between humans and the things around them. Like Taureans, Librans love beauty, but more so as a backdrop than as an end in itself. Librans want a lovely setting where graceful events can unfold. To the extent that they are artists, their palettes are social settings and people their media. Charming themselves, Librans value charm in others. They love gossip and parties and make wonderful hosts. The Scales' influence is particularly strong in women who preside over salons where people of note connect with one another. Moreover, guests at such salons are likely to include a number of Libran wits. Examples past and present include writers Oscar Wilde, Truman Capote, and Gore Vidal.

    But people born under this sign are social in a more profound sense. When scales are out of balance, Librans feel compelled to right them. They prize social justice and battle mightily for it; however, their tactics will more than likely involve compromise than confrontation. Mahatma Gandhi and former First Lady Eleanor Roosevelt epitomized the Libran love of social justice and peace. But they both had contemplative sides, as most Librans do. Librans value solitude as an opportunity to gain a perspective on the past as well as the present. In aloneness, mature Librans find themselves centered and balanced.

    Like all the signs, however, Libra has a less attractive side. While fully evolved Librans are judicious, immature ones are judgmental. A fondness for meddling can make Librans a source of irritation to their friends. Librans display great certitude when it comes to telling other people how to behave. Unfortunately, they are not as certain of their own paths.

    Vacillation is probably Librans' greatest fault. The scales after all, have two sides, and Librans always seem beset by the tug of opposites. They want to be with people; they want to be alone. They want solitude for balance, yet are afraid of loneliness. They are usually active people, but they must fight natural tendencies towards indulgence and languor.

    Librans are very concerned with making the right choices--a real predicament for such equivocal creatures. For some, this results in chronic indecision. They may also be overly dependant on the opinions of others and easily swayed by stronger personalities. Fortunately, the acute intelligence characteristic of Librans usually rescues them, in time, from the quandaries that their vacillation creates.

    Emotionally, Librans are very vulnerable. They are so eager for friendship, and their appetite for involvement is so vast, that the slightest rebuff can cause them great hurt. They are apt to feel martyred and badly used, and in reaction, become overly strict and critical. Librans who are out of balance need love so badly that they may choose any relationship, whether it be destructive or detrimental, rather than be alone.

    Librans need to fight the indecisiveness that threatens to sap their strength and dim their charm. They must care less discriminately for approval, and they must pay as much attention to their own development as to others. In this way, with all things in balance, Librans will be able to elicit the best in themselves and stimulate the best in others.

     


    Positive traits:

    You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully!

    You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out.

    You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person.


    Negative traits:

    You’re a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it.

    You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date...

    You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don’t feel like yourself.


    Ideal partner:

    A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to.

    Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner.

    Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense.


    Dating style:

    Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars.


    Seduction style:

    Giving. Your lover’s pleasure is as important as your own.

    Soft and sensual - you don’t like anything to be rough.

    Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love.


    Tips for the future:

    Don’t be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you’ll get taken advantage of yes.

    Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you’ll learn so much about yourself from doing so.

    Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You’ll be happy that you did.


    Best color to attract mate: Green


    Best day for a date: Wednesday

     

     'To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world'

     - Unknown

     

    July 19

    I'd better let you go...

     

    Nothing hurts more than a love that's been and gone,
    and even thought it's over.
    You're still holding on.
    You try to forget the pain inside and the fire is still burning,
    but theirs has already died.
    You want to put them behind you and what is in the past,
    but you can't forget the feeling of the love that didn't last.
    You can't describe the hurt, it doesn't want to go.
    So if you're reading this...
    I thought you'd like to know:
    From the first day I met you I knew I'd love you so.
    And if I really, truly love you, I'd better let you go...

    Good Bye & God bless you!

    Luis Alberto

     

     

    July 18

    Life goes on...

     

    If life gives me a choice...I would choose not to love that person that hurted me so much... love is pure and not a pain... my gain and her lost... But I forgive her, life goes on.

     

    God bless you my love, My princess…

    Luis Alberto

     

     

    July 15

    When Love Hurts . . .

      

    The Power of Love cannot be felt more deeply than when it inflicts hurt and pain by ravaging your heart 'till your heart bleeds forever and forever making you wonder with fear if the bleeding would ever stop... here's what i perceives about her love for me. And this is the most lethal wound that was ever inflicted on my heart by my beloved, with all due respect to her feelings...

     

    The Fairytale of the Path to the Divine Wedding

     

    You said: I will never leave you

    I sank deep into your arms like into a meadow

    Where blooms were blooming and birds were singing

    And indeed you never left me

    Instead you told me to leave you

    And go back to where I came from

     

    You said: stay with me

    I said: I will stay

    And made ready to settle by your side forever

    Then instead you told me: forever is not now

    It may come tomorrow or sometime

    But not now

    I said: but now is the only thing there is forever

    So if not now will it be never

     

    I said: stay with me forever and never leave me

    You said: no, now I want a new fantasy

    That may come my way one day

    It's not there now, but if I give you now

    This may not come later, so I can't give you now

    Because I want to be open to get this later

    If it knocks on my door

    So you must wait until later, or after later

    When I have found out if this came knocking

    On my door or not

     

    I said: don't let me wait until later

    Because all we may have is now

    And later may never be

    You said: later may never come, so true

    But at least in this now, I please those around me

    Who would be disturbed if I didn't leave you for later?

     

    I said: but I feel very disturbed

    Because you want to leave me for later

    You said: it cannot be helped

    Because it scares me more to disturb them

    Than it scares me to disturb you

    After all, who are you?

    Do I know you?

    But these I have known always

    And I choose the well known to the unknown

    So stop irritating me by knocking on my door

    And go away

     

    I went away crying: what happened to my beloved

    What happened to my beloved when she returned to her castle?

    Oh, was she bewitched and so forgot all about me

    Oh grief, has she forgotten who I am

    And is she fleeing from me in fear

    Oh fairytale, be true and make her remember

    And make her choice of heart come true

     

    Oh God

    Relieve her of her fear and let her remember

    That great love, which can only be now to be forever

    And let her see clearly that now is forever and later is never

    Because yesterday is gone, tomorrow never comes

    So just for today we have each other

     

     

    "I pray that she becomes one with her beloved's true self and I pray that if what she perceives her beloved to be is the truth, may her beloved incur the wrath of The Divine!"

     

    ~ Amen ~ 

    God bless you & good luck... JkR

     

     

    July 12

    It's all about me 101...

     

    Woo-Hoo this msn spaces thing is so cool!!! I had met a lot of new friends plus I had received a lot of emails asking me for some more info about myself. Well here it is…

     

    Random things about me, Luis Alberto  

     

    1. I was born in the island of Manhattan, NY on October 8, 1969.
    2. I’m the second son of Lillian Torres and Angel Torres (no prior relation).
    3. My older brother name is Mickey Torres.
    4. My brother is married and live in the US.
    5. I have to nephews ASCII & MAC (see family pics)
    6. My family moved back to Puerto Rico when I was 2 years old.
    7. live in the island of  Puerto Rico.
    8. I love Georgia.
    9. My childhood wasn’t that bad.
    10. It wasn’t perfect but what the heck.
    11. I have 6 cousins; we grew up together so it was fun.
    12. I like the cartoons specially Cool Mc Cool; I love danger!!!
    13. But I hate roaches! JA
    14. I love cars.
    15. I love car racing: I feel the need, the need for speed!
    16. I hate being alone, so when at home I either turn the TV on or the radio.
    17. I pass my driver license the first time I took the test.
    18. I Love chocolate ice cream & cookies and cream.
    19. My favorite food is rice & pork chops (you can feel the veins filling up with grease).
    20. I enjoy helping others.
    21. I like magic shows.
    22. I hate hypocrisy.
    23. I have to eat meat, without itI feel like I haven’t eat at all.
    24. I like animals.
    25. Too much change scares me.
    26. I love to read.
    27. I like all kinds of art.
    28. I enjoy making new friends.
    29. I know lot's of people but True friends, I only consider a handful.
    30. I dream often.
    31. I’m a romantic!!!
    32. I had been hurt because of the prior statement…
    33. I've had to deal with depression.
    34. I still miss my last love.
    35. I’m very passionate.
    36. I have some regrets about thing’s I did in the past.
    37. I have brought a woman to tears a couple times in my life.
    38. What goes around comes around…
    39. I believe that everything happens for a reason, so if it doesn’t kill it will make you stronger!!!
    40. Many women have brought me to tears many times in my life.
    41. I still believe in Love.
    42. When I Love I think I Love too much for my own good.
    43. When I give I give myself.
    44. I went back to the university.
    45. I want to be 100% truly and fully loved by a woman.
    46. I never been married (thanks God).
    47. I have no kids (that I know).
    48. I love to learn new things each new day.
    49. I like poetry.
    50. I hate lies!
    51. I'm single and not looking.
    52. I’m a Libra.
    53. I would like to travel to Europe.
    54. I appreciate people's differences and find them very interesting.
    55. I can be incredibly stubborn when I want to be, which a good thing isn’t always!
    56. My baseball team is the New York Yankees, always!!! Win or loose!
    57. NY = Not Yet!
    58. My favorite number is 8 and my color is blue…
    59. I love the blues, jazz, country, rock & roll, salsa, merengue…
    60. I don’t drink too much lately, but I had been completely wasted!!!
    61. I don’t smoke.
    62. I like playing pool & bowling.
    63. I’m a NASCAR fan.
    64. I want to go to the Daytona 500.
    65. I miss my Trams Am!!! But love my Grand Prix.
    66. I want to be accepted as I am.
    67. I want a 1969 Camaro.
    68. I want another Trams Am.
    69. I am very interested in anything paranormal.
    70. Blood and guts do not gross me out.
    71. I worked at a funeral home.
    72. I can't stand seen people suffering.
    73. I think way too much.
    74. I am very compassionate & sensible.
    75. I can be shy depending on the situation.
    76. I like children’s.
    77. I want to learn to speak French.
    78. I’m 5’ 8” tall.
    79. I don’t really cope well with stress, so I try to avoid it!!!
    80. My hair & eyes color is brown.
    81. I collect coins & NASCAR memorabilia.
    82. My room is painted yellow.
    83. I’m using a laptop.
    84. I like to watch TV.
    85. I hate abuse of any kind!!!
    86. I’m not perfect but I'm persistant.
    87. Sometimes I procrastinate.
    88. I enjoy going to the firing range (it help's me getting rid of the stress, ja ja ja)
    89. I consider myself open-minded & a good friend.
    90. I want inner peace.
    91. I don’t hate people who had hurt me.
    92. I had learned to forgive.
    93. I love my family.
    94. I want to have a big old house in the country with lots of land and animals.
    95. I want to fall in love, over and over and over with the same woman, discovering something new every time.
    96. I want a son, so I can teach him how to run bicycle.
    97. I want a daughter, so I can spoil Daddy's little girl.
    98. I love my country, Democracy, Freedom, I love the USA!!!.
    99. I see it as a blessing!
    100. I love GOD!!!
    101. I want to learn more about you... so please sign the guestbook!!!

    'Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to!'

     

     

    July 10

    Today is my brother's b-day...

     

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!

     

     

    Look who’s getting older!

     

     Happy Birthday!!!

     

    Just wanted the world to know my big Brother is getting 1 year older.

     

    God bless you Mickey, I love you.

     

    Your little brother, Luis Alberto

     

    July 07

    Another chapter in my life . . .

     

    Greetings, like must of my friends already know. Recently my life took a change not planed, in fact the reason for the birth of this blog. It was approximately 3 weeks ago that I lost my job and as if it wasn’t enough my fiancée decided to get on a plane and leave our relation literally on the air. She did not have the education, respect or common sense of saying good-bye or at least explaining the reasons to go away, I'm still waiting for a phone call or at least an e-mail saying good-bye. Though between you and me, well in of my heart I knew she hasn’t been completely sincere. You can  always see the small details but love is blind and I must accept that I fell in love with her and I trusted her.

     

    Like any job loss, mine has turned out to be quite difficult not alone in the economic part, also in the emotional part since it affects the daily routine and responsibilities. The loss of an employment according to many professionals compares with the mental agony of a divorce. It is a difficult process in every sense; it is like a roller coaster it has its ups and downs, twist and turns.

     

    And if to that we add the emotional load of the separation in a relation and the pain it causes. Especially when you really love that person, you trust her and they leave without giving you the opportunity of closure. It really leaves you with the terrible sensation of loss and defeat, betrayal and abandonment, at least that’s the way I had felt.

     

     I can only say to that the first 2 weeks were terribly difficult and depressing, I felt for the second time in my life this illness so damned that is called a depression. It’s a terrible, destructive and insidious illness that leads us to pain, it won’t let us see that there’s hope and each day offer us a new opportunity. I would compare being depressed like having a small devil standing on your shoulder saying to you constantly that you aren’t worth a thing and anything you do will be in vain that you must end with your life.

     

    I just have begun my search for an employment and I still miss this person a lot, I still think of her. But I cannot understand how it is possible to some people to play with the feelings of the others so easily. I been reading a lot to distract my mind and understand the whole thing. Recently I read an article in MSN Today title: The lowdown on cheating. I can’t understand  how someone can say they care so much about another person, and yet overlooks those feelings to enjoy some fleeting moment with another.  Sure there's this "rush" that goes with the whole affair deal, but is the high they get worth the extreme pain and suffering they caused the other person?  Or are they too busy thinking merely of themself and not how their actions affect the person whom they claim to care so much about?  Why people won't communicate with each other and be willing to work at relationships so that some of the pain and hurt that infidelity causes could be avoided. I can tell you by my own experience that it would make it less painful if the two parts sat down and talk about the situation.

     

    Thankfully, God puts good people in our way, Angels that move between us filling our heart's with hope and offering a bit of support, peace and calm. Hereinafter I will abound in each of the topics and will keep you informed about my great adventure in the life, the search of employment and in love. As always your comments and contributions are always welcome. Godspeed my friends!

     

     "Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to!"

    July 03

    Welcome to my space . . .

     
    Hello Friends
     
    Greetings to all! Ím new at this space stuff and to writing so much, so please bear with while I get the hang of it, this is really my "first" blog, hopefully  I will get everyhting squared away as time goes on. The previous Blog's  have been only details I have wanted to share with all you, about what I like ... music, movies, reading, also I like poetry and learning anything new each and every day, specially if it can help me to grow as a person and to understand the human race a little bit more. Well my new friends until next time, God bless you all!
     
    Your friend,
     

     
    The reason does not shout, the reason convinces.